Habbit bad

fanna hue ja rha
us patange ki tarh
adat buri ye meri
jiye ja rha hu me
us patange ki tarh
jalna tha us suraj me
bheti do bund mehnat ki
ye sharabi sa hue ja rha
hosh me bhi hosh nhi
us patange ki tarh
teri manzil to us lo me samana he
mujhe to dekhti nhi
par jale ja rha me
us patange ki tarh

Abstract

mann ka ek gharonda bana
jiski koi sajavat nhi
rang bikhre he dekhne ko
or koi darwaza nhi
wo rhta he wha
jisko sabne dekha nhi
milta julta uska aks
tumko dikh bhi jaye
par pura aina nhi
kai raaz he uske
kai kise he uske
par wo sabse kehta nhi
sapnoo ki tasvire wo banata he
par puri duinya usne dekhi nhi
khud ki talash he use
Aaj bhi rhta wahi

Four year,Bhopal

Abse me is beete kl ka ho jaunga
tumhare liye yha ki yaado me reh jaunga
safar ka mod le chala mujhe kahi
is sheher ka tha kuch pal
ye sheher ko alvida khe jaunga
‪#‎bhopal‬ life

In between Something

                 (part 1)

Want to be in between something
In a crowd where everyone is busy in something
like a beggar on busy street
Or a statue, in betwixt of street
Appearing a blurred city-light
Silence in both of my ears
but sight for every moment around, very clear
taking a pause of time
to detailed every vision
Enjoying the every leaps of second
Springing every emotions
sensing and smelling drops of motions


                  (part 2)

I thought, I first was to meet that emotion
May be the unique person is i,but then
I was in between something
In a crowd where everyone was busy in something
many unknown faces
different outfit, different name
every move, change in face
they were different soul
but living a common social, bounded them all
They are still same in expressions
seeing them every day, every week
but random in fashions


                   (part 3)

After, in between something
In a crowd where everyone was busy in something
i get to know one thing
It was like cycle of something
Rolling every age, a life
born, become young, become old, died
it was slice of life, timed everything


Don't get afraid of your emotions you are not alone who meet them, they are experienced by everyone.Just accept them and understand them few are to strengthen you or weaken you try to control them

#blurred
#silent_movie

Shakar ki goli‬

ek choti ladki kuch bechne ayi thi
uski maa thi kahi durr
wo chudi bechne ayi thi
masum sa chera, meri gali me bechne ayi thi
kuch mitti sa chere pe laga tha
kapde purane, is thandi ke mausam me wo kapkapa rhi thi
wo bholi shakal banake boli, " bhaiya le lo"
wo darwaze pe ake boli, "bhaiya le lo"
me bola, " ye mere kya kam ki"
wo bs ese hi khadi ho gayi
umid uski jo mud gayi
kesi or ghar ko mud gayi
mera mann kuch pighalne laga
us thand me bhi pighalne laga
mene use bulake ek rupiya diya
hath age badake sika usne liya
wo khush hoke boli, "isse ek shakar ki goli mill jayegi?"
wo dodi - dodi ek kirane pe ja phochi
shakar ki goli lene ja phochi
wapas ake wo boli
"ek ki char he shakar ki goli"
chote se hatho me thi uske shakar ki goli
or chere pe thi hasi, wo bholi
ek choti ladki kuch bechne ayi thi
anmol khushi wo dekar chali gayi

Dirt

The dirt is watered

to become the mud

the mud is molded

to shape it's beauty.

my soul is around the dirt

dirt of every mistake.

i poured water of learning,

it's molding my character

mud of me start shaping.

the beautiful pottery

by the silent potter, nature

and the word or action of world

who knit it and finally into a arty

Mixing with my oneness

Something that i born with

the beauty appear to be ornamented

each edge and corner with refinement of artistic

what i appear to be or not to be

the pot still appear beautiful

the every soul it touches know the beauty

A seed

for the drop, rain is waiting
for the hope, a journey to life is wating
the drop you pour, is seeding
the hope you alive, is still shinning
drop is down into mud,
hope is deep into dark.
a seed has to come from dark,
a hope has to light from dark.
the drop has to wake up the seed
the hope has to light up the path
drop will reach the seed
hope will light the path
there rise a small bud
there shines a small path
the bud will become a tree
the path will reach a destiny
it's long to go
it's now to go